I have to say that in June, I believe myself to be living in one of the loveliest places on Earth. Everything is lush and green, birdsong trilling through the trees, fish jumping, ducks and geese on the water with new babies. Everything is teeming with beauty.
Usually I slow down on my posting at this time of year and while I am trying not to this year, I see where I get busy with traveling to where it gets to be difficult. Not to read, really, because audiobooks make car rides beautiful things (and walks, and crafting time), but sometimes to make sure a post gets in on time. On top of the fact that lately, after this post and the next one, all I have wanted are diverting reads. It’s a privilege to even have diverting reads, to even be able to take breaks from the realities I read about. I’ll say that straight out. Today’s post involves two books of walking around in someone else’s shoes.
A Book by or About Someone who Identifies as Neurodiverse:
The Reason I Jump: The Inner Voice of a Thirteen Year Old Boy with Autism, Naoki Higashida
A young boy with autism is able to answer questions that others pose to him about what it is like to be autistic and why he does what he does. It’s not long and is a basic Q&A, but that does not detract from the enormous value of this book. The preface is by a parent whose own child is also locked in this puzzling and overwhelming world and he also speaks to the magic and value of getting a chance to hear what it is like to be neurodiverse, for the world to be processed in ways that are difficult for us to imagine. When developing an intervention we always want to know, as best we can, what causes something, what makes someone act the way they do in order to see what else we can do to either manage or sidestep it altogether.
Even though it is short, I didn’t do this straight through. I had to take breaks. It’s a nightmare trying to imagine from my relatively neurotypical perspective what it is like to always have so much to process and deal with all the time and feel ill equipped to do so. Feeling that it takes a long time to do what is asked because my brain has not gotten there yet to figure out and do what is needed. I mean, this is why it’s a challenge on the list. Because it’s not easy, and it will make me slow down more when intervening with someone who is on the spectrum. Rarely are valuable lessons easy to learn.
A Mango Shaped Space, Wendy Mass
A middle school aged girl discovers that her ability to assign colors and shapes to tastes and sounds is actually a diagnosis (synesthesia) while struggling also with the loss of her grandfather and the changing world and life of being in middle school.
I deliberately chose for my second read a book that was not just autism. There are many ways to be autistic and there are many ways to not quite process the world the same as others, and I have read books with autism in them for other challenges. I have wondered about synesthesia since we talked about it in graduate school and have always felt I had a tiny bit of it myself, assigning colors to things like months, days of the week, and numbers. Like, I have always thought of the number 4 as a pale pink. It’s faded away some since my brain has had more to do than visualize numbers and words, but that would make sense with how the brain prunes back extra connections that it isn’t using.
I loved this book. It was about being different and finding your place in the world with a neurological condition, but it was also about the normal issues of grief and loss, first crushes and other constantly changing relationships with peers. I read through this one pretty fast. It was still normal enough for me to get carried along by the plot. It was enough about normal life I think for a child in the intended audience to read it and get something out of it. It’s also a great book, a little less intense to digest. Intensity isn’t bad but I have been finding lately that tempering it can be helpful when I am chugging through reading a writing goals.
Speaking of goals, I finally chose a number, 80, for my Goodreads Challenge. Mostly because Goodreads will provide a spot where I can easily check my book progress this year. I try not to make my reading so much about progress, but I do. June ends next week (with my birthday, of course) and as of this posting I have read 17 of the 24 categories, my added bonus of two books per category. With, of course, the manga and comics pushed off to the end. And I am doing something other than challenges for July but I actually found at least one book that fits that. But I say I’m mostly on track, mostly because although I only have 14 challenge books left in 6 months, I also take time for scary reads and sometimes Christmas reads, which cuts into the challenge reads time. And I have been reading some books lately just because I want to. Getting seriously crazy up in here, right?