Yas! Okay so everyone is pumped to see 2020 go. Me too. The Oatmeal had the best cartoon about it up on FB that explains all my feelings. If you don’t know about The Oatmeal, consider that my Donovan Reads official holiday gift to all you lovely readers, for whom I am grateful.
Gratitude is the way to begin any new venture. Raise your vibration to let the light in and the manifestation happen! I have to keep this in mind as we enter a January that might be even darker than most.
This post is my 2020 roundup and my goals for 2021 all together in one bit. One juicy post with specs and what you need to know about my 2021 (and, of course, feel free to comment and share where you are for this, the lovely first Sunday of the New Year).
My 2020 specs according to goodreads is a little off because I did not count every book I enjoyed listening to with my son. I didn’t record my third go round with Harry Potter. I thought about it and didn’t want to put in all the effort. So it’s an under estimation, really, as Audible has a different report than Goodreads about how I spent this trip around the sun.
2020: 78 books, 26994 pages
Goodreads goal, which I like to set last minute, was 75. I wish they counted books before you set a goal.
Shortest book 31 pages, Tarot for Creatives
Longest book 829 pages, Winter, Marissa Meyer
Kindle specs (as of my phone app):
I made it through all of my Susanna Kearsley books and all the Lunar Chronicles books. Susanna was definitely my most hoarded and unread author. I also did the Linda Lafferty historical fictions, the Jandy Nelsons and some other YA staples that had to be read for someone trying to get into the market.I have a lot of Nero Wolfe books but they have all been read. At the end of last year I went through my books and grouped them according to series, short stories, and similar themes, and I might go back and group them by what year I bought them too to work on who has been there the longest if I’m not sure. The biggest grouping that got knocked out was my Halloween reads, to be sure.
These numbers only feel okay to me. I feel like still having 758 unread is a lot, and, full disclosure, I have actually taken to deleting some of the early stuff I got in 2010 that was all public domain when I wasn’t entirely sure of what I wanted to read and have. I still have books that I am ambivalent about that have sat unread for almost ten years but those have audiobooks now to them and I still have some interest. I realize that 80 books a year times a smidge under 80 books with my love of new books and library books means it will still be ten years plus at this pace.
Which is why 2021 will still be a read down. I see the other challenges. I see Modern Mrs. Darcy and I see Popsugar and BookRiot. I see you guys out there tempting me to push out my reading horizons, but I have to get through what I have. I still have a ton of series I haven’t done that I want to, and I have LOADS of short story collections.
Writing has to happen this year, but guess what: if I read about the same as last year I can make it to a thousand books read on my Goodreads! I would like to achieve the thousandth book.
I wanted to see how I did with my book buying but I ordered a lot of credits for a game I like to play so I have too many pages of digital orders to go through. I know at the end of June I took a tally and I slid off the wagon a little when I discovered Hester Fox but I think that I actually did pretty well with not buying new books. I will do audio of books I already have to get them read, and this round up for the new wave of reading down has been no different.
Also, audible adding a catalog of included titles for free in the membership? Holy crap. Totally love it.
The biggest challenge I’m anticipating is what I collected in my more classic novel phase a few years ago when I was really starting to be mindful of reading to build up a decent exposure to stories through time to work on my writing, which really I committed more to in 2015 when my son allowed me enough sleep and time to myself to start in with that adult bucket list item. Classic novels have become difficult now not only because they can be slow but also because I just don’t want to read about the tragedy anymore. The lovely women and men who just make terrible choices for themselves and throw it all away without the redemption and the more modern literary devices to make it marketable. I mean some of the depressing literary stuff still makes it out there but I feel like Edith Wharton, if she was trying to break into publishing today, would have been forced to make a happier ending for House of Mirth. Do I want to tackle Portrait of a Lady by Henry James? I do not. Will I take it off my TBR? Unlikely. Also, I’ve moved away from some of the hefty tomes in favor of getting more books read. Like, do I want to spend 32 hours on The Goldfinch? It’s not like 2008 anymore and I’m not a single woman holed up in a rented room without a smartphone to ruin my attention span anymore.
I continue to read some stuff in the public domain as well because I can modernize them for my own stories. Which leads me to the writing goals next.
Writing in 2020: I had some wins. I did a piece of flash for the first 70 days of the coronavirus lockdown and I got the opening pages of my novel where I want them as well as another big edit for it, cutting out 10k words. I had my first and only request to see a full manuscript. I got two more flash and another short publication under my belt and I continued to do my 12 short stories.
But I decided last month I can’t do the finding an agent and go the traditional route anymore. I promised myself that 2020 was going to be about joy, and largely it has been about that in my personal world. I have a lot of creative and spiritual accomplishments from the past year that really feel good. I’m starting this year better than last to be certain. And one of those ways I am starting it better is by knowing that even though I have only queried about half the number recommended for agents, I just want to build my own empire. I have a self publishing consultation booked this week with someone whose empire I admire and who I’d like to look over my work and get it out there, without the subjective rat race that’s so full of uncertainty. It will be work, time and money, but this January will be three years on this project, and as how that was how long it took to get my doctoral project finished, I am ready to stop battling with myself over if I need to keep investing the energy in it or just let it sit on my hard drive for all time, unseen for the larger world.
Remind me I said this when I am in the throes of building an author platform or I have anxiety about approaching local bookstores for signing. And when hopefully post corona the library can have another local authors fair, or when I decide to drive north for hours to participate in an Adirondack Writer’s Conference to get it out there. It’s work and anxiety but it’s all back in my control.
And you never know what can happen if the book gets out there and someone who would have initially overlooked it develops an interest? I am paying people to help me make this book the best it can possibly be without relying on gatekeepers to even get to those talents.
I am going to continue to write shorts. I like flash, and I love my 12 short stories, and some of my reading, especially all the nonfiction I got that I thought I needed in preparation for the book that has already been written, can be used as fodder for more stories. Because having ideas flowing and not worrying so much about immediate outcome and publication is important. It’s a form of spirituality.
And, speaking of spirituality, there are more spiritual books I have on deck as well as some online material I am planning on consuming as far as meditation and intuition. I continue to work on tarot reading and crystals, too. But the changes coming to this blog will be about managing the book I want to get out there, not about the magic of divination, despite my love of divination.
Where’s your 2021 at? Are you ready to dip your toes and be hopeful and make projects for any possible added time at home?